August 14, 2007

 

Emotional Portraits After Gricault

 

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steve

one person one chair - hemingway - high park - in a hurry: all or nothing. spadina subway. motorcycle.

 

jos n

El Caf Valencia - years later - recognition - silence - art nouveu winnery - lunch with mother - petit bourgeosie boulevard - . My senses. Your chipped tooth. Classless adolescence - soulful lust. the check please.

 

grandma rosario

_la olvidada -- __

 

Mme Dura.

_2435 Boulevard St. Laurent.

Montreal, Quebec. _Canada__

 

Jose Dura_

Calvo Sotelo, 9_

Pedreguer, Alicante_Espagne

 

___Nueva York, abril, 1936

 

__Querida Esposa:

 

_ _Endespues de llegar bien a Nueva York, salgo manana para Montreal.

 

__Tu esposo,

 

__Pepe.

 

 

eva

-----_feeding your ego with cat calls from construction workers with a university education.

 

lourdes

 

_through your window

_la finca roja

_viennese architecture,

_this sky flirts with its enamel tiles roofs

_through your window

_the scooters roaring

_fata morgana

_through your window

_your life passes you by

_you leave no emotional space for envisioning a future

_[ ]

_he doesn't love you,_you don't love you,

_through your window,

_all that your brightness, wasted here,

_Fragments of Barthes - the rhetoric of your lover.

_Wittgenstein deceiving himself.

 

monica

irritatblting.

 

the trumpet player

_---_the great expectations. between my childhood and your adulthood - duendes y hadas, es tu- soy yo. and nothing else, and we are content. Having our eternal amorous episode without complicating our lives pointlessly discussing why it should be eternal, amorous, or an episode at great lenght._your energy and your calmness - our timing. Dickens and Proust.

 

dad

_----_ mom has cleaned your closets and santiago your office files

_- the physicality of my tears clearing out your bathroom cabinet - razor blades that you don't need anymore

-          kissing your cheeks - jams.

-          your death - my catharsis.

-          las golondrinas de bcquer.

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maria

_-------_calling card - wednesday at 9:00 - vancouver - marcha -timeless and cherrished friendship._

_sid meier creador de civilization 1,2,3

 

giovanni

_-----------_fast, pheromones, strenght, culturally constructed, latin ballroom - performance - that Bathkin's mask: your shyness - aerobic bra- body awareness - can't concentrate on the dance steps - shake it - your monologues - sugar waxed underarm - sweating - 1234567, and 1, and 2 - that tush - - can't talk to you - sincopated - afrocuban -your hips - cardiosalsa - streetcar - St Clair West - butterflies -torrid - can't control it - your dark hair - my gypsy genes - funkyjazz - my dancesneakers - I blush and your voice trembles - Otra vez - I know I don't want anything -but still I play along convincing myself that I don't want to - your colombian accent. crossbodylead - pivot turn - footwork - and back to basics - and 1 and 2 - Performing at the Berlin tonight. Rabelais. You know I must change schools - Shes waiting for you, and you know I won't wait like her. Adios.

 

richard

_---------_-unaware of one's desperation_-angry at you because you are not who I'd like you to be_-my immaturity - and yours.

All that we loved each other. And how unready to love ourselves.

 

igor

-----_my bliss, caressing my soul with the soft feathers of the track of your thoughts that scour the clean meanders of your heart. Our epistles. My perfect beso. Guiding my hands through the doors I want to open. Stimulating my subconscious to cross those bridges, you seem to know I need to walk through. Jules Verne. Symbiosis. Beauty. Balance. Your patience your space.

 

 

dad and mom_box # 13

_.busto escayola

_.jarrita vidrio

_.hucha ciegos

_.dos copas

 

christoph

@fas.harvard.edu - Hong-Kong-Switzerland._intoxications of all kinds have invaded our psychic space for love.

Eres indispensable. La soledad total eras t.

 

mom

biblophagous

alma en pena

obsessive

brave

bright

nakumi

 

mark

_------_indigestion - the toronto star. Strattford. Out in the game again.

 

el josep

_---------_frog - mi principito - my felt sleepers - your chidhood - bilingual - your intelligence - my decision - projection - all you teach me - all that i love you - innocence and energy - laissez faire - dolce vita - joy and life. Disco boy. Me, mom, and Morgenthaler.

 

santiago

_-----------_choices, decisions, escapades. Bittersweet love.

 

sergio

--------------_might I have your attention, please - the corpse in the funeral - the bride in the wedding - the child in the baptism -you can' t focus - hypocresy - having sex in the closet - comparing and validating - semiotics - nouveau intellectualoid - your Groucho Marx's marxism - too many apologies - justifications - avoiding joy - the bull fighter outfit hanging in your kitchen door picking up all the grease of your cooking - sticky emotions. ridi ridi pagliaccio. Toda tu inteligencia y energia aunque te estim ya no puedo ms.

 

 

—Ana Buigues

From The Psion Poems

Valncia, abril 2002

 

Posted by dwaber at August 14, 2007 01:11 PM