January 29, 2008

What I Love About Fiction

Turning each page, how fast
they pile up in your left hand,
how your progress is marked
by a bookmark’s steady march
through leaves.
through leaves. And poetry, the opposite:
how slowly you move from poem
to poem, how long it takes
to read one slender volume,
how each night you turn only one
or two pages, carefully,
and then sleep,
like learning to love a skinny
and complicated girl.

—Amy Watkins

Posted by dwaber at 01:03 PM

January 27, 2008

When I Am Asked

     When I am asked
     how I began writing poems,
     I talk about the indifference of nature.—Lisel Mueller

When I am asked
how I began writing poems,
I talk about my father’s bruised
thumbnail, how my father, grandfather
and uncles, carpenters all,
stride the bare trusses of my childhood
in cracked work boots, each
with one ridged fingernail turning
purple then black then yellow forever.
They are building our home again
out of things that can hurt them—
concrete blocks and rough wood
and nails longer than my fingers.

My mother collects all the dropped
nails and shingles, singing hymns
and John Denver songs.

—Amy Watkins

Posted by dwaber at 02:21 PM

January 26, 2008

From: DIVINE MADNESS

The idea is to throw out a net of words
to catch the poem

a net such as Vulcan makes
at the ocean's depths
in a fiery cave
                           a net of fire in water
                           forged by one
                           cast out
                                          cuckold of Venus
                                          lame joke of the gods

whose hairy blacksmith hands
can make a net such as Neptune wields
to hold the waves

                               a net of words
                               arching back on itself
                               to contain the exploded universe

a net of light cast into a galactic sea
of dancing stars

              a choreography of answers
              in a dark chamber
              where the soul
              is revealed

as a net of questions
in a net of breath


—Paul Pines

Posted by dwaber at 01:30 PM

January 25, 2008

HOMENAJE AL NERUDA

The interior
is an Arucanian tree
roots pushing into earth
in search of that
sorrow
            which is also
             the source of desire.

There are no politics
apart from this.

What blossoms from it
turns us into lovers
with the hearts
of tigers
              (even in old clothes
                even with gray hair
even in the uncertainty
that moves us forward
into uncertainty)
                            there is only this left
                            after everything else
                            falls away
she who waits
apart from ourselves
that part of
ourselves
                  we have missed
                  without realizing it
she who has searched for us
where we can’t
be found
                  and finding us
                  wraps us in her shawl
and sings
with the voice of our voice
a lullabye
                  in which a fledgling
                  rawness beats its wings


—Paul Pines

Posted by dwaber at 03:02 PM

January 24, 2008

BLUES FOR DICK AND JANE

All things are on fire
 even the moon. See
    how it puckers
       around every
         orifice?
 
We burn at different rates.

Most poets go mad
   of discover
        others fixing dinner
              who will share
                 what they
                    have
                      made

the conversion of matter into energy

             our hearts strive for
                at a ratio of 2:1
                     but its
         never as easy as
                                      Dick & Jane
              or anyone
                   loves
                       someone...

      it was Spot
              they watched run

                       who ran away
                              and set them both
                                      in motion

—Paul Pines

Posted by dwaber at 01:53 PM

January 22, 2008

THE DEATH OF TED BERRIGAN

                     He died
         on Independence Day
                     1983
            of a heart attack
      carrying too much weight
            and cigarette
                   ashes
               in his beard

            At his Memorial
               in St. Mark’s
        Sanders likened him
            to Blackburn
               O’Hara
                  and Millay
             while Padgett
       couldn’t find words
      to describe his friend
       of twenty-four years

             After Hollo
       expressed surprise
    Ted beat him to the grave
          everyone
               paraded
                     outside
      behind
             Schneeman’s
        painting of the poet
                 naked
                    in a chair
                          which moved
                     a wino
             to leap from
       the Ottendorfer Library steps
          screaming,

                     Praise Him!
                          Praise the Lord!

—Paul Pines

Posted by dwaber at 04:44 PM

January 21, 2008

BLACKBURN

I hear
your voice again

as light
trapped in ale
at the lips of old men

a net
spread
for words in
the low grass of my throat...

                                             Pablo, see

they're
playing Kung Fu
on the roof below

two Newyorikan kids in black giis
and a blond Ukranian girl in toe-shoes

the boys
are showing her
how to kick like a grasshopper
how to move her arms like a praying mantis

September sun
is flooding the western sky

                         and wind
                         is cool
                                   E-N/E

slipping down
my comprehension
like a ghost I thought had abandoned

its old routes between my sleep and the outer air

—Paul Pines

Posted by dwaber at 01:48 PM

January 20, 2008

READING CAVAFY

What I like most about Cavafy
is that he can't stop moralizing.

Growing old he sees he also grows
warmer to the barbarian in himself,
the Persian among Greeks,
the would-be voluptuary.

He spends days in cafes
by the sea,
drinking ouzel and wondering
if the whole world is destined to
become as small and seedy
as Alexandria.

The bodies of young men excite him.
He watches them from
his Garden of Missed Opportunities
until it resembles Gesthsemene
where he turns part Christian,
almost anti-Hellene

while the Greek in him
continues to weep
at the tomb of Patroklos,
insisting there is a grace in us
more magnificent than the god
it reflects.

—Paul Pines

Posted by dwaber at 03:39 PM

January 19, 2008

BOHDAN ANTONYCH

You want to be Orpheus,
make trees dance, grass sing,
water a sustaining melody:
you refer to yourself
in the third person, saying
"Antonych moves" or "Antonych breathes";
you give the moon animal reflexes,
the sun a grace, like your own,
that looks for its intelligence
in everything it lights upon,
wants to grasp it where
it grows invisibly
from seed.

I see you in Lviv
holding your ears as almonds burst
or late at night Mercury rains
marine concerti
          on stones
that will rise and weep
at Judgment,
          when all things confess
they'd been distracted,
couldn't keep their meanings clear.

At 28, nearing the end,
you rush to keep pace
with your ghostly dictation:

in my mind
you're all ears,
listening to silverfish
eat your books
like a whole band of Carpathian tubas.

—Paul Pines

Posted by dwaber at 02:29 PM

January 18, 2008

ARS POETICA

Herbert, my friend, I hear you've taken out the fiddle
     again.
What can I say?
I once knew a man who shaved his head and went to live
     with Cajuns
     because they fiddle in bogs.

I fiddle also,
     with myself.
My fantasies hang like Spanish moss
     outside my window and are always in my light.
My dreams swim like alligators
     around my home,
                    reptile minds
                    diencephalons
     of merciless clarity.
I look out my doorway
     squared against the impeccable mitre of
   'things-as-they-are'
     and am moved to say,

                              "I lie."
I do.
I fondle my prick
     and slobber over the lady in my mind
     bending to my anger and my need,
     wringing her hands,
     salt air whipping her thighs.
I tell her:
               "Take me!
               Make an honest man of me!"

I look for her everywhere.
In bars. In banks.
And everything I think is cheap,
     is worthless
without her, if she isn't there, with her naked eyes.

—Paul Pines
____
From: SONGS FROM THE PAGE OF SWORDS

Posted by dwaber at 02:49 PM

January 17, 2008

POETRY 301

The antique clock
chimes past her breakfast
of pancakes, Canadian bacon
and lunch of Caesar salad

The page is still blank
blank as a poker player
as the still air cuts her
like a machete
deeply wounding her psyche

The silence washes over her
searing her senses
like drizzled olive oil
over wild salmon

As the chiming clock sings six
she savors spinach, asparagus
salad and sea bass

When the clock chimes seven
her fingers fly to heaven
Her computer is alive
with words, words, words
toppling over each other,
expanding and bursting
into lines, stanzas, pages
crafting into free verse,
sestinas, villanelles
as she writes into the night
sipping Red Zinger tea.

—Juanita Torrence-Thompson

Posted by dwaber at 05:12 PM

January 16, 2008

POETRY IS… (A Sestina)

Oh blue-green poetry
master of pithy words,
sometimes thy name is reality
gliding through war-torn streets of life
wandering through deserts, scaling mountain peaks
or luxuriating in a sphere of fantasy

But why create fantasy
with iridescent poetry
of angels, dragons and gnomes atop peaks
The essence of magical words
When the richness of life
Lies before you to pluck its reality

But what is reality
Yours may be his fantasy
sans all the rules of life
which can be culled in poetry
Choosing the right words
are paramount, so your verse can peak

Of course some peaks
rise higher than others. Reality
is king for a while, basking in truthful words
shoving all imaginative fantasies
aside, marching triumphantly through poetry
-- the manna of life.

But many things depict life.
Some do reach the highest peaks
through air-borne poetry,
while others seek truth in reality.
Still others debunk fantasy
reveling in ascerbic words.

But thoughts can be written words,
and can make or break a life,
steer one toward childlike fantasy
and soar eagle-like over peaks,
thumbing your nose at reality
through satiny elastic language of poetry.

Whatever your words, make them peak.
Scour through life. Find your truth, your reality.
Not the fantasy. Make it your poetry.

—Juanita Torrence-Thompson

Posted by dwaber at 05:33 PM

January 15, 2008

The Poem as Airplane Passenger

At first it’s really nothing,
idling in the terminal, too poor
for overpriced bar drinks,
marked-up fast food.

It has explored in every direction,
the numbing repetition of gates,
their waiting crowds growing
from the lines of linked seats.

Soon it will board. But now,
poem slumps in a vinyl seat,
a foot propped up
on the carryon bag.

First called to board, it takes
an aisle seat. Other passengers
bump its waiting head
with bags as they go by.

A large man squeezes in
the window seat next to it,
spills over the armrest, gains
weight on the tarmac,

his shoulder forces poem’s
torso into the aisle.
The flight attendant’s ass
brushes poem’s shoulder

as she checks the security
of every passenger’s seat belt,
readies the cabin for takeoff.
Poem is uncomfortable,

but says nothing. Takeoff
awaits. The plane will rise,
air pressures change,
turbulence jar this narrow world.

In this new atmosphere,
Poem will grow, its body
become something new,
filling every empty space.

—Gary Leising

Posted by dwaber at 01:54 PM

January 13, 2008

arcs poetica

relationships among her poems and otheration
artifacts, but also createseration
variants, etc. her poems *stutteredation* -
were produced individually or losteration
is their *inertia* of the poem. itteration
doesn't open her poems, perhaps, soteration
much as foreclose upon her body. anderation
poems ever written will becomeration
obsolete or forgotten as wonderfuleration
reads. but they don't work at the poemseration
or read other poets; there is the whiteration
surface of a mallarme poem or theteration
smooth unstriated line itself, theteration
literary text, the poem text, the texteration
of love and favorites, incipienteration
knowledge of authors not yet borneration.
there's a determinate fashionation,
permitting poetry but not embarrassmenteration

or at least one of the issues oferation
poetry: that of its materiality - itteration
opens upon a multi-dimensional grideration,
within which poetry itself - of theteration
poet - is enormous and indefinite, justeration
as the hypertext itself to comeeration
will have no poets and no philosopherseration,
something i praise. prose anderation
poetry are generated for the first timeration
with electronic and wilderation
interpretation, and a poetics of theteration
body that is at a variance based on ateration
style largely dominated by science; theteration
use of "poeticized" or convolutedation
prose could be seen as this: a lot ofteration
my students have written poetry andteration
want to be read. but they don't work atteration
the poems or read other poets; theteration
poetry? nothing more than "poetic faitheration."

an origin, and "faith" with a gestureration
invading _beyond_ the poetic witheration
its exhausted poetics, become a lasteration
resort, the conjunction ofteration
interpretations elicited by a hypertexteration
modeled by the poet [...] what iteration
remember about the poets and theteration
trouble i had with them was poets abouteration
these poets. poets trick me a lot and iteration
always fall for them, they ateration
least published some things as baderation
poetry. now i look back and see poetryation.
he was never particularly supportiveration,
part of a group i viewed all of themeration
reading all of them. i could neveration
believe in poetry ever again, includingteraion
my own; i can never use `poetryation'
without shuddering. i get suspicious ofteration
poetics which always seems to invokeration
language or a pause, a witticism in ateration
foreign language. i am a pariah for theteration
poetsation.

—Alan Sondheim

Posted by dwaber at 07:06 PM

January 12, 2008

Bar Poem

This poet walks into a bar, sits down,
and scribbles notes on a cocktail napkin.
The barkeep says, “Hey, did you know we named
a drink after you?” “Really?” the poet asks,
suddenly looking up. “No, but we figured
you’d be self-absorbed enough to believe it.”
What cheap cocktails might a poet inspire?
Fuzzy Navel Gazer? Arse Poetica?

Last night a bunch of poets got together
here and read their poems against the war,
not realizing that most Americans
would see a night like “Poets Against the War”
as a good argument for taking up arms—
if not against Iraq against the poets.
Before he died, one of my best friends
asked me, “How many poets does it take
to screw in a light bulb? Two. One to write
about the light, the other to gaze out
the window.” He was a photographer and knew
about the light, and teased me that the only
light I ever wrote about was Bud Light.
After my friend died, his wife asked me
to write a poem for his memorial,
which I read in front of a couple hundred mourners.
I felt like a creep capitalizing
on a captive audience, on my friend’s death,
catapulting my poetic career,
such as it is or ever could be. Poet!

At the bar there’s a flyer from the “Poets Against
the War” reading. On the back someone
has written, “Oh shut up”—no doubt another
poet impatient to take the podium.
The lights dim and the bar grows crowded. Shadows
crawl up the walls, and the bar grays with smoke.
I tip an Arse Poetica to my friend,
to those about to die in the coming war,
which poets won’t stop since poetry best
helps the living when honoring the dead.


—Richard Newman
____
from his latest book, BORROWED TOWNS (Word Press,
2005).

Posted by dwaber at 07:04 PM

January 11, 2008

as bruised fruit

i
ether its either its (widening gyre)
pulled back and forth and there again
(she wrote us into the garden)
by its tapping it knew us. pin-pricked birds
judging themselves for the pile
it could have spun all night i could’ve (spelled)

(typed strong and pure)
as if as in– and there she
jesus wept
caught between the tinpan and the wind

ii
typed by degrees. clack of pen on ink
letters liquid met. underbraided
its catch its girl its tiny clicking claws
under noon and where the child in the garden
turquoise alabaster emeryboards. worn smooth

(esther)
(coming noon) esther
she watched the doctor’s
dry dry
so

iii
a doll’s hard proof you might at last be me
juggled in braids and plastic lids
as a bee might enter a sandal
baking soda fingers

noon hour spackle

her forward her backward
colt a cut a cult
chigger cheater aswamp aswap
collate her finer pages


iv
injury as to fish
bird’s eye view and narrowly
i am much in need of
(injury)

as e– as the letter e–
scintillating passages. a child needing a fish; as in,
her cap just happened to
esther took to breaking
take five a day unless
i otherwise mention

injure as in story

—Laura Walker

Posted by dwaber at 04:00 PM

January 10, 2008

Forest

For the leaves of words that unfold in autumn
when final colors consume the trees like fire.

For the phrases of light that rim the leaves.

For the river that speaks through the forest
and syntax of stones and ferns and the ripple of light.

For the branches that paragraph the leaves.

For the tongues of flame that round the branches
and stones and the full stops of crows.

For the pages of leaves. For the chapters of light.

For the book of the forest that unfolds.


—Cliff Bernier

Posted by dwaber at 09:09 PM

January 09, 2008

Estero Beach

The voice of the palm fronds
draws its breath from the surf,
the measured exhalations
of waves on Estero Beach,
the cathedral of coconuts
on its bank, cantatas
scored with serranos and limes.
Julio translates the voice
with the nib of a pen
from a chair in a cantina,
the loops of his l's and t's
the stems of olives and figs,
his lyric Tequila
in a glass by his plate.
Eucalyptus and jacaranda
whisper the rolled r's
of the tide in his ears,
the prayer of the surf
hymned by paisanos.
Julio pauses to listen to the voice,
and notes in the layered
rosary of leaves
that compose the pastorals
of the evening
the ascending breeze in the cantina,
the lines on his page,
the tortilla o's of the moon.

—Cliff Bernier

Posted by dwaber at 05:26 PM

January 08, 2008

Baja

Pitaya & cholla in the Sierra de Juárez
landscape the ridge of the Rio San Miguel
the desert reversing the sea
the communion of tamarind & cinnamon
on the tongues of arroyos
naming the townships Bajamar, La Salina, Punta Morro
after the sign of the surf

& voice the scroll of the tide in the blue fan palms
& the bleached shells of crabs on the black stone beach

In the orchard of Santo Tomás
a laborer
heart bruised like a peach
gathers the fruit
the grapes bunched like a rosary
the pears wicked like candles
the sacrament of orange & wheat
in the grove
by the ruins of the mission
& reads in the leaves
of the valley
the book of his faith
yucca mesquite cirio agave
the salt vowels of the breeze
& the text of his litany
on the flecked sea

Under the plums of the moon
I am the laborer
by the wide strokes of the waves
I harvest these lines
the print of the gull & the piper
the ribbon of fig on the mesa
the ray of the brittle-star
brilliant as grace
my hoe is the stalk of a pen
my tablet the pages of corn
my rows are the swells of the Bahía Descansos
Bahía de Todos Santos
the mass of the dry scrub of Baja
the field of the provident sea

—Cliff Bernier

Posted by dwaber at 04:44 PM

January 07, 2008

Word Planet!

There's the waking up and being thrown out in the midst of words.
And then the words in the garden: the getting out, the go.
A rule of words, a pile of words.
Words stacked up (racked up) carelessly on a hill.
And words left behind but hanging off of trees.
Some words on the tip of a sword.
Some words still grim on t-shirts.
Words holding onto embankments while waiting and remembering.
Words in and out of place.
The unusual and glowering words-the tied up words.
The get-out-of-my-neighborhood-words.

But it's sudden.
It's the announcement, the way of seeing, newer words now
wrapped in spindled and gilded gold.
Word planet!
He wrapped the plants and columns in words
only to find those plants and columns unwrapped because of words.
His wings encased in words that now work with precision.
No more wasted or useless words.
Words bound up in the telling fingers of an angel.
Words in blue and gold blankets and in ladies' chambers.
Words on walls with all the same thing to say.
The golden words coiled around the neck of the woman
and around the neck of the room.
The golden words are tight and tighter still at the tips of a thousand feathers.

He will never be wordless.
The blue dress is a dome of words.
There are words hidden in slippers and bedclothes.
Words behind curtains and low stools.
Words written on the inside of eyelids and later sewn into books.

—Carley Moore

Posted by dwaber at 07:05 PM

January 06, 2008

The Second Between

Jane Kenyon writes about it best
I remember as I get out of bed.
I try not to overfling the blankets,
but I’m mad at the night and my
listing brain ticking past its chores.

In the bathroom I don’t turn on the lights.
I feel the cat’s ribs and her extended frame
as she stretches on the bath mat.
Does she like my insomnia or just accompany it?
She’s a head companion, a scarf of thought, and a dream dictator.
She chooses to sleep almost exclusively on pillows and the back of the couch
with one back leg extended to rest against a shoulder or a temple.

I feed her and look out the window.
I hope for birds but hear none.
I write two zealous and verby lesson plans in blue ink and a string of post-its.
These are exorcisms really, detailed scripts, each overdone.

I keep myself from making a to-do list.
I’m writing this poem instead. I repeat to myself,
“You’re writing this poem instead.”

The sky is gray now and I nudge the cat with my pen.
Up close her white fur sticks out like fish bones—
tiny white filament floating at the edge of my face.

She bristles and in a moment is off the couch and at the window.
Is it morning?
Is she up?

—Carley Moore

Posted by dwaber at 02:19 PM

January 05, 2008

Deep Gossip

     I

Concerto grosso, blackest heart,
A mystifying natal chart--
All ignite the metaphoric art.


     II

A planetful of pure desire
Is all a poet should require
To set the commonplace afire.


     III

The heart that hides inside the form
Observes the words that fume and swarm:
No one lives above the storm.

—Sidney Wade
____
previously published by Gettysburg Review and
forthcoming in the book, Stroke, from Persea Books

Posted by dwaber at 01:57 PM

January 04, 2008

Ars Longa


I

Why must art be
long, I ask?
Why not sizzle
up the task?
Largo, says the
rhapsodist,
snappy hands make
counterfeits.


II

Latefall light in
Florida--
intimate gold
camera.
Moistly dying
overtones
muscled up in
little bones.


III

Vita brevis,
this is why
heart lives in an
open eye,
swallowing in
hopeful bits
morsels of the
infinite.

—Sidney Wade
____
previously appeared in Celestial Bodies, LSU Press 2002

Posted by dwaber at 06:47 PM

January 03, 2008

WOOD

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Not pylons estranged friends

 

 

Hold aloft electricity cables

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Table reuses blessing


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Small white graves walk along the road

 

 

Voice leads where meteor touches tooth

 

 

 


 

 

 

Sea defences made of clocks

 

 

Before acoustic cousins arrive

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Loving old stories

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

All burnt porridge

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

One final telling

 

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

One carriage train slowly crossing from recto to verso

 

 

On the flooded tracks now of course my pen will not work

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

A knowledge of loose hair

 

 

 

Followed across rough seas

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Story boils milk

 

 

 

Sweat wire wool

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The woodland one week old the trees

 

 

 

Barely visible above ground the emphasis

 

 

—David Berridge
____
previously appeared in part in Noon: A Journal of the Short Poem

 

Posted by dwaber at 02:18 PM

January 02, 2008

RAIN ON THE ROOF


Rain on the roof
as the year dies,
these words not the
result of feeling,
but the words come
first and create the
reality that I could
not feel-see
until I wrote them.

—Hugh Fox

Posted by dwaber at 06:28 PM

January 01, 2008

KARMA
Daytona Beach, 2004

1.
For you reader,
I took a picture of my hand,
skin convulsing in wreaths of locomotion
under white-lighted halos,
          movie bulbs,
my arm from the elbow
                                        down
shaking—I could not keep the camera steady
long enough to find
the heart of the poem:
A movie stub,
a red stamp on my hand,
two couches floating in and out
of my imagination
as the three realms merged into one.
Enough nickels and dimes,
exact change for a
soda—come on—
                    mini-
          miracles
                    slow to
          fade,
          sliding down
                    leaving
angelic residues,
leaving photo foam.

2.
I was in the middle of the compression,
stunned in multiplex cinema attached to the hotel.
My room—
a thousand ponds of thought
                                                  in the way.
I knew I’d lose this tiny angel of a poem if I ran.
The panic! thick
I did nothing but count the escalators of my descent.
One, two,
but where is the third? I went up three
but the last is gone, risen—
What floor is this?
My mind, a damp fire, desperate for someone to listen.

O mighty ocean,
I called you
but you were busy, so I ditched you.

O Lord, I came to you second
for clarity
as I was coming down from my cinematic high
when I saw a brown leather couch, dimly lit,
a stage prop
halfway down a dark hall. Hands
reaching into my pockets—a notebook!
The lights went out, the sweeper was run;
everyone was leaving, but I sat there like an injured man,
both ankles broken from mindful dancing.

3.
Fragments of the conversation we had
the night before, the night when I was robbed
while sleeping, dreaming of you,
replaying our conversation
about how you still needed a veil,
how you were going to play your oboe in Church,
how you still wanted me to call you
tomorrow
around three. My Lord speaks tonight,
sending karmic love letters
along the jet stream
for all the things I have done to make her smile;
the Poseidon pulse washing in and out,
and I wonder when he will wash away this feeling
          but it stays! it stays!
and I know she is thinking of me
and that the Atlantic Carrier
will make an exception and print
the complete poems of my heart.

4.
After midnight now
as the great mother releases a filter to me, just tonight,
to capture the earth’s naked beauty,
to discover my own fortune,
unharmed by danger the night before
as my hands, now delirious, not mine,
are caught in verbalized nettings,
in the haze of earth as heaven:
I cannot contain my nervous joy.
I return to my bed, undress, then dress.

5.
It is the time of lovers now,
and I know that you are kissing your pillow
thinking about where I am now.
My own angel muse,
milling around the veranda,
her wings covered in maple syrup;
I clean them with sea salts.
I let her talk about 60 watt bulbs as candles of the Menorah —
the meaning dims when I try to actualize
my hands
in this cave
in this city
                    theater
where my pen moves with seismic certainty:
I record,
the tape runs,
          the whole cosmos
knows it has to bow down now
so write boy write
because it’s fading when you think.

6.
If
you are creating my heaven while I sleep,
am I in charge of the splendor of yours?
even now, re-imagining the shadowy figure
who moves in stealth
looking for cash in the sun-burnt brow of my wallet.
Aloe trails, the moisture
          soaked up
into space
as my name floats somewhere on a cell phone with a low battery.

7.
The panic of your name,
allowed loose on the beach
                                                       running free.
The wall against your back
is my back,
the split seconds you woke during the night
were my kisses.

This is me at my best, my holy time traveling done,
your chest heaving from the pollen in your heaven.
I am working on that.
I am working on that.

You, take the picture, take it, here, now, and now go
where I go when I go to sleep
to see what she has done with my garden—
I do this for the reader,
glass marbles, blue and green swirls,
blown up, passing around
rolling rolling rolling
in my mother’s bathtub,
the one with the claw feet that no one ever bathed in,
the one we had built for looks,
the shrine
where I leave you for the night.

—Jae Newman

Posted by dwaber at 02:09 PM