WHITE PALL
(for regina writing her exit)
but for the death of each word
it's this white pall of the page i must bear
white pillow of the page
that leads me to [poetry?]
luxurious open space
for my eyes to rest
~
quiet enough to listen
to see what's listened to beyond
nothing to do with thinking
~
a private language written in a secret handwriting
~
this strained white tension of silence
for my words to blurt
~
but how can i not help erase myself
in the ridiculousness of
ink the embalming fluid of
words the sarcophagi of
thought the death of
knowing
ridicule
~
what if by greeting each other
we speak poetry
what if our language upon arrival
breaks down into profound syllables of seeing
i mean seeing each other as an ecstatic first moment
and when we part
as if we'll never see each other again
~
inhuman and obscene
breaking the dreaminess of your morning thoughts
reading a newspaper
~
as seldom as i see you
your death with me is ok
i know you are always where you're supposed to be
our conversation continues
the look you give me continually guides/chides
~
stretched out on the beach
i am the horizon
stretched out on my bed of sand
cry of gulls rolling slamming surf
as the horizon i will also be forever
—Craig Czury
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from IN MY SILENCE TO JUSTIFY, FootHills Publishing, 2003
http://foothillspublishing.com/pre-2005/id39.htm
DIVERSE ARTICULITUS
there is something inexorable under the surface
a word i’ve never used
poetry the last language before death
~
of the two schools
writing what i don’t know interests me most
~
somewhere between looking and seeing
it only appears i’m not paying attention
the punishment is severe
~
do you still think memory
has anything to do with thinking
~
what else in this transparent beauty
at which moment
~
the distance between reading and visualizing
transversation
~
you already know not to open your eyes
~
all this talk of memory
we were both there
yet your telling and my telling
~
that quizzical look
takes me under language
~
that lost look never more found
~
between what i remember
and what i’ve imagined
~
all the way from death to show me
~
at the brink recognizable
~
i don’t believe in a poetry written from a singular mind
neither do I
~
the odds favor sea salt
blood breaking in on the blood
—Craig Czury
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from IN MY SILENCE TO JUSTIFY, FootHills Publishing, 2003
http://foothillspublishing.com/pre-2005/id39.htm
UNCOVERING THE MINE SHAFT
by accident
we stumbled upon the last breath
and knelt down
our one good ear tight against its lips
and rotted teeth
we could not tell
if it was night or the eclipsing sun
but from somewhere deep within its wound
we heard drums
and a circle of clapping bones closing in
again the woolly mammoth being roused
from its black slumbering dust
crude figures of men with sticks
and mud-sling barrows
illumined the cankerous mouth
—Craig Czury
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from GOD’S SHINY GLASS EYE, FootHills Publishing. 2005,
http://foothillspublishing.com/pre-2005/id39.htm