from Wittgenstein Improvisations
15.
I
am explaining
my poetry to
someone
by pointing
to a poem
which
reassembles what
I have written.
—Tom Beckett
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This piece has been published in Unprotected Texts: Selected Poems
1978~2006 (Meritage Press, 2006)
Words
Words
slip-slide
over the rocks
loosely weaving them
together with a tongue
as limp as algae
rotting in the sun
each thought
punctuating the otherwise
easy flow of speech
tripping it up
on discarded entrails
heads and tails
and fear and shame
so it lands
on all the jagged bits
between the image
and the stutterance
—Anamaría Crowe Serrano
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(this poem was written as part of Offsets, a collective writing project which can be viewed at www.soundeye.org.)
Mariners
by the time I reached
the bottom of the sea
I had begun to fathom the sense
of liquid words. Intonation
curves like a tongue of algae. It
conjugates with the tide. And like
the tide, it
turns my white horse
into poems pulling me under
towards the tow where physical space
condenses time. A small rock
jutting above the surface
looks much like a wave of inspiration
and sure enough
far below I saw the remains
of mariners who had missed it
mistaking it
for something ethereal
that requires no words
or even thought
the lure of thoughtlessness being tempting
and the death it brings
sweeter still, taking just a few
seconds longer than in fresh water.
You can sense it
even out of the water
the density of prose in the air
the fleeting tone
—Anamaría Crowe Serrano
Just a Few Questions from the Panel
Why do you want to be a poet?
What sort of work do poets do?
What, in your view, is the difference
between the work of a poet
and the work of a civil engineer?
What would you say
if you were asked to write concrete poetry?
What would you say
if you were asked to build a concrete boat?
Why do some poems rhyme?
What makes a slum?
What is a Found Poem
and where might you find one?
What is conservative dentistry? What should be done
in the case of an elderly person who steals a bar of soap?
What are the qualities of a sound net-ball defence?
Why do you want to be a poet?
Is there a future in fish farming?
—C. J. Allen
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from A Strange Arrangement: New and Selected Poems (Leafe Press, 2007)
The News and The Weather
Too much has already been said
about the spring. More than enough
ink has been squandered on the fall.
It would be impossible to entirely cast out
the volumes that dwell on light.
That winter is marching steadily
down from the hills is as much
yesterday’s news as ripples of sand
on the beach being like something
or something else. The wet-linen
colour of almost every cloud
in literature is, frankly, boring.
It is time to address other things:
empty boxes of rain that are sometimes
trees, the neglected battalions of grass …
—C. J. Allen
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from A Strange Arrangement: New and Selected Poems (Leafe Press, 2007)
The Duck’s Back and How it Got Like That
You have taken to returning
to the old notebooks,
where the other life is,
‘the properly narrated one’,
where you consider the duck’s back
and how it got like that,
the morphology of clouds,
how stars explode, the habits
of gravity and time. These days
you wake up in the dark
and ask yourself what you know:
the names of the Telemark saboteurs;
how the best way of writing about it
is never writing about it; that the light
at the end of the tunnel is no chink
in the gloved and greaved murk
of Erebus, neither is it the apocryphal
oncoming locomotive. It is only
some bastard with a torch.
He is not looking for you.
—C. J. Allen
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from A Strange Arrangement: New and Selected Poems (Leafe Press, 2007)
Sonnet About a Handgun with Diamonds
I am writing this sonnet about
a handgun with diamonds. The light
fires off the facets and dazzles.
But this is a handgun alright.
We are swinging through somewhere quite louche
in a taxi that smells of incense.
The mirror is hung with red tassels.
The driver is black and farouche.
If none of this makes any sense,
remember this sonnet’s about
a handgun encrusted with jewels
and, as such, the usual rules
should be left at the door. Got that? Right.
A handgun is what this is about.
—C. J. Allen
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from A Strange Arrangement: New and Selected Poems (Leafe Press, 2007)
‘Poems of Universal Wisdom & Beauty’
I forgive everyone. I’m like
that. I don’t gossip too much.
I’m a kind of hero. The moon
is like a big empty plate up there,
don’t you think? No? Okay.
I’m a very democratic writer.
Most days I’m at work on my magnum opus:
‘Poems of Universal Wisdom & Beauty’.
I’m understandably excited. Music drifts
through from the other room
like smoke while I type away
merrily. When lunch arrives I eat it.
I’m trying to free myself
from the idea that intelligence can only be
conveyed by thought, especially
the complex, allusive sort. Readability
is my new thing. Readability
equals intelligence.
—C. J. Allen
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from A Strange Arrangement: New and Selected Poems (Leafe Press, 2007)
Advice from Parnassus
Literature is a fine career for a young person.
It’s so straightforward. You just write
down your deepest feelings. In fact
they don’t even have to be deep, any feelings
will do. The media can’t get enough.
Everyone knows this.
If you want to you can describe mountains
or sex scenes, what people say, the way
they stare into each other’s eyes
as if desperately trying to decode secret messages.
There’s so much scope. You slide your coin
in the slot, take a swing at the horizon
and see what comes up. It’s a breeze.
Don’t waste your time on cybernetics,
the greasy corporate pole. That sort of thing
is strictly for numps and loobies. Drop by
any time, and remember, when you enter a room
carry yourself magnificently, especially your head,
which you should think of as a vase of lilacs,
preferably painted by Chardin.
—C. J. Allen
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from A Strange Arrangement: New and Selected Poems (Leafe Press, 2007)
Poetry is Your Friend
It’s undeniably true, life
weathers you. There’s no doubt
about that. Gardens crammed
with slightly creepy little elves,
a van parked on a deserted lane,
the sky almost purple when you look out.
That’s when you turn to poetry.
You may not know it of course,
but that’s what you’ll be doing.
You’re doing it right now, superficially
despite yourself, riding this wave
of energy out of nowhere. It feels good,
doesn’t it? Like a high-sugar drink
or that special moment, you know
the one. It’s here to help
even if it sometimes forgets,
gets all wrapped up
in counting syllables and such.
It wants you like a tyrant or the sun.
—C. J. Allen
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from A Strange Arrangement: New and Selected Poems (Leafe Press, 2007)
cow poem
it is a day for poetry that is to say
one like any other full of sunshine paddocks
and cold at heart
all day I speak to screen poets
the artless machine gives me breath
and words and
I am sitting in
a paddock far away a cow roars out
even I can tell distress from love
in cows
in others it’s not so easy
blue seeps in at the curtains
of my cow-isolated study
I warn it off with words
there is too much at stake
to start loving now
the phone nags
and there only people
I don’t love
they make their demands
time money an honest opinion
a dance
I don’t want to hold hands
there is no one whose thigh I want
to cross no particular blizzard eye I want to
capture
I make the print big with fine
resolution
the cow is giving birth
and someone is in trouble the dairyman
– I know his name –
will come in slow urgent
paces across the paddock
and watch not wishing
to disturb her his girl full of hope in a field
of good winter feed
there is nothing to the print
the page rolls past like a lowing
poets fall off and fail
clipped by time they thought they were immortal
and not one was
a comet the size of a swimming pool
glides over and we don’t notice our near extinction
astronomers should take more care we’re not hit
by the unpredictable
again
she lows in the paddock
and the dairyman – Phil – judges with squinty eyes
it’s a matter of economics this love
I write cheques
to poets petite commercial haikus of trust
it must
be the end of the financial world
the mail drips in
another poem comes reeling up this is a bluster
of words
high as a blue sky the cow says
and Phil the master cowman strides over the field
of the poem there is food for thought in this green
poet
he takes the cow by the horns
and speaks to her in low tones
then he grasps the calf by the legs and for a while
there is an ten-legged beast his two her four
and the four of the new
she bellows out and Phil
pulls the legs and the poems come up on the screen too much
too many poems and the new beast is born
—Chris Mansell
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from her latest book (Love Poems, Kardoorair Press, Armidale, 2006)
NONCE SONNET 4
Make-
up’s op-
portunities
to streak: rush
hour. The PA
system organizes
muck, and my luck
is behind one who’d
rather preempt humble
conjecture with a jeremiad
than reach his pristine bar or seedy
bower before the late show. The power
to tuck in high-tech earplugs is encouraged
by a paper friend unless I’m inclined to ride bass
lines below unmodulated treble. You might pluck
an expiring flower from the waiting room floor to save it
for an aspiring gatherer’s open pouch. Where farming of image
is neither inherently devil (e.g. stealing from those presumed mute)
nor blessed delivery, where ouch is neither trounced nor deified, she’ll
pitch a scrimmage for poetics. Where any ceiling is unafraid to fluctuate.
—Thomas Fink
Poem
for Wolfgang Laib
a life
of collecting pollen
from hazelnut bushes
a life of gathering word-grains
to find all you have wanted
all you have waited to say
five
mountains
we cannot climb
hills we cannot touch
perhaps we are only here
to say house, bridge, or gate
a passage
to somewhere else
yellow molecules
spooned and sifted
from a jar filled with
sunlight
pouring
milk
over
stone
you are the energy
that breaks form
building wax houses
pressed from combs
a wax room
set upon a mountain
an offering of rice
nowhere everywhere
the songs of Shams
—Shin Yu Pai
previously published in Equivalence (La Alameda, 2003)
HOZHO*
no
words
but in
actions
reduce
compress
present
tense operations
perform
bird’s eye
view
of compost
composition
not figure
against ground
likeness & unlikeness
pigment ground
electrical currents
a basis for
belief in
the collapse of
meaning
into the intimate & the vast
(* the Navajo word for “beauty”, balance, harmony - & the effort towards)
—Shin Yu Pai
previously published in !Tex! magazine
chop wood, carry water
love and adventure are
words that can be found
in any dictionary -
they are simple days
free of high romance,
excitement another
person might call
them boring:
sweep porch
wash dishes
boil rice
boil water
sit at writing desk
sit before shrine
write poems
I left my work to learn how
sit
sleep
& breathe
I count all the people
who have entered
both my life and
heart on
one open
hand
—Shin Yu Pai
previously published in !Tex! magazine
A conversation between Huidobro and Braque
Is a poem a poem?
And isn’t an orange just an orange,
and not an apple?
Yet next to each other, the orange
ceases to be orange
the apple ceases to be apple,
and together the two
become fruit.
—Shin Yu Pai
first published in Gastronomica and later published Equivalence (La Alameda, 2003)
Recipe for Paper
I.
Send legal briefs, failed attempts at love
letters and other confidential documents
through a shredder,
soak over night in a warm bath,
scoop handful of wet paper
into kitchen blender add
boiled daffodil stems,
mashed into a pulp, then blend
black tea leaves, garlic
or onion skin,
translucent stains
of color,
pulp until smooth as oatmeal
in a plastic tub combine
one part pulp to 3 parts water
II.
A closely guarded secret for centuries until the T’ang Dynasty, when on the banks of the Tarus River, Islamic warriors overtook a caravan traveling on the Silk Road, spiriting Chinese prisoners away to Samarkand. Their lives spared in exchange for sharing their secret with the Western world. Samarkand fast became a paper-making capital and the practice of slaughtering three hundred sheep to make a single sheet of parchment hide quickly became a thing of the past.
The addition of crushed spices creates a textured surface to the paper, as do crumbled tea leaves, coffee grounds, and dried flowers. When a freshly pulled sheet of paper is pressed beneath a warm steam iron, the fragrance of these organic materials is slowly released into the air.
Before the invention of paper the sutras were incised into cave walls, verses from Lao Tzu’s Tao Te Ching painted on silk. In ancient China, Tsai L’un, Director of the Imperial Office of Weapons and Instruments, won the favor of the emperor. By pounding the branches of mulberry trees and husking bamboo with a wooden mallet, Tsai L’un discovered the method of separating plant filaments into individual fibers. Mixed with water and poured into a vat, a bamboo screen was submerged into the suspension. The tangled mass floating to the water’s surface and trapped on top of the mold resulted in a thin layer of interwoven fibers. Drained, pressed, and hung to dry, the birth of “Tsai ko-shi.”
The history of paper contained within a mulberry bark and seed, the paper on which these words are printed.
The poet should consider this story with care throughout the years.
—Shin Yu Pai
previously published in Equivalence (La Alameda, 2003)
Teacher of Writing
Product
Process
Post-process
Experience pedagogy
John Dewey
Isn’t very poetic
(Or at best
Poetic eclectic)
In getting students
To make local
Writing stops
At words
And yet
Diverse minds align
Yes, we do prefer
Taking the express
If only thinking
Of saving time
Instead of knowing
Syllabic tickling
Comes from somewhere
Unknown
Between read
And write
And beyond
The reach
Of clock hands
Helping,
And hurting
Until the grasping
Comes from the stranger
Within
—Will Hochman
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from Freer (Pecan Grove Press 2006)
Freer
Not metaphor
Or power
Not author
Or voice
Or character
In you or me
So much as sinew
Legs stretching
Motion
Almost wing-like
And running us
Syllabic perhaps
So toughly loved
And brought
Together word by
Fleshy word, alive
With the fear of crossing
White space
Step by terrified step
To arrive
At the wise suspense
Of foot bridge wood,
Always questioning when
Step will or word
Might break
Across the span
Of our human abyss
Imagining a snap
That is jazz
Improvising essences
Seen so clearly,
It seems easy
To become us
Back lit lovingly
With music’s intuition
Words smoothly
Fall into sound
Then read safely
Down from beyond
A spine’s breaking point
To the place where peace
And synapse conduct
Symphonies
So autobiographically
We grow refined
Constant and solid
Like a nerve’s sheathing
More viable
Instantly stable
Yet not guessing
The messages deep inside,
The finally liberating story,
The one where death
Is almost sexy…
Maybe this broken
Moment’s trance
Will reach out then, laser
Printing imaginary winds
Of love flying
Perfectly puckered
In gravity’s last kiss
—Will Hochman
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from Freer (Pecan Grove Press 2006)
Bears of Cheyenne Canyon
This October a host of silent bears
have come to Cheyenne Canyon
like never before.
Tonight’s canyon bear almost looks like
Miles Davis from his In A Silent Way days
—black face, black eyes, brown skin tints
and a black mass surrounding his huge,
shiny head, making it appear
as if the bear had some Round
Midnight riffs in his walking away sound,
as if Miles with his late night horn
was playing rhythms endlessly
into this mammalian’s dark
dancing path of experience
and crossing sounds of the night
into sentences
before ears or bears
know best where to bend.
Even this sleepy, city kid
can watch those quiet
lumbering swatches of huge darkness
kindly cross his asphalt street.
In their hungry-eyed stares of wonder,
he thinks these creatures could eat him so easily,
though they want only to rifle and gobble garbage
and amaze us with their ghostly humility
of what the hibernating winter in their blood
needs to become—some dreaming scene
of humans lumbering away, walking
on their tongues and tasting
the truth of earth.
—Will Hochman
____
from Freer (Pecan Grove Press 2006)
The Art of Collage in Cracked Italian
This little tile,
a reject from it makers
(one of many
from generations of Rampinis)
transcends borders and time
with its cooked sand and color
almost living and grouted
into the jaundiced skin
and coagulated blood
of an Italian family’s
dead ancestors.
This particular square
of hand-painted tile
cheaply brought its
right angling of yellow,
green, brown, orange and blue
back from Radda, Italy
(a happy place
despite its sound)
to cast “Il Volpe—The Fox”
stirring in front of a Cypress tree,
painted perhaps out of scale
but almost perfect
for all creatures
to see beyond.
The animal’s brown pose
and memories of Italy
warm slowly with
tea brewing the green taste
of earth’s surface on this tile
cracked and cooling
until it seems to taste
its gaze in yours.
“The fox knows many things,
the hedgehog
knows one big thing”
the swift worker
may have thought
as he exiled the flawed tile
just past the furnace
to land on the last table
marked even in English,
“Reduced”
and “No Return.”
Broken heart dancer
from mold to fired moment,
these ceramic words
are really all of me
cooked, coming apart
and together again,
broken beautifully
to take stock
that’s me
and think myself
more of a hedgehog
while knowing foxes
(like collage)
import better art.
—Will Hochman
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from Freer (Pecan Grove Press 2006)
Ars Poetica: Tree Mend Us
“Not the coffee you’re waitin’ for her to offer thee,” my muse rang me
on the blue plate poetry hot line, “but the life story you need shine warp-speed
with right now. Drop Miss-A-Mess impressed by the power of less onto your
‘gotta go’ list, win me with long-lastin’ love witness on the always built for
more metaphor express: passion unpreventable once in outpour affluent, a
wonderwall in waterfall exuberant. Don’t you know so much depends on a red
wheelbarrow beside white chickens glistenin’ up through the winged spring of
May, so I got a hunch April’s not the cruelest month. Hey, listen: beyond a
lunch pail Aristotle, there’s a human throttle & when you embrace me please
we equal infinity face-to-face. As for goin’ with the flow & ridin’ the tide, the
truth’s in the motion of the ocean, yo, come mountain top tip straight from the
temple to Isis, that is, know thyself & see-heal-glow-feel helter-skelter-no-
shelter’s full eclipse a moon disc stops the sun with & descend with me the
depths.”
“Easy for you to say,” I said, “but I’m afraid of the dead. Furthermore,
bein’ like water & seekin’ the lowly has got me on all fours & I’m sinkin’
slowly. As for love, it’s already torn me to shreds.”
“Babypop, lose your art or show some heart: Dismemberment’s got this
one advantage---ya get to see all the parts. A war’s on, son, so to the Lady’s
cause run to stand under the understanding slipped through the gates of Eden.
Shade’s the oasis of the highway & love’s the secret revealed only in
beholding it, so lay low, son lover, lay low, the hills shimmer like the patterns
our own stilled bodies make in big happy soil song after the rains torrential,
take me to that monsoon reason if you’re movin’ a mountain to Mohammed
this season. Ye need send us to Tree Mend Us where old growth forests ring-
tell a tale’s end in a mouth’s beginning, singing what’s born in nature doesn’t
die, only changes shape & size. Beyond reductive norms called attached-to-
your-own-form bring me along eight lunar phases: virgin & fertile, curious &
seductive, ecstatic & abandoned, exhausted & wise.”
—Kirpal Gordon
Ars Poetica: Eros in Sanskrit
Om purnama dahapurnam idam, purnat purnam udachatay, purnasya
purnama dyam, purnat eva vasishatay. The bird is in the field as the field is in the
bird, lover. The grammar of Sanskrit won’t have it one way over the other. Yes,
no, both & neither: every spoken word wheels true, but moons only rise in skies &
glow because om nama sri chandra the wise lyric it so.
Sound manifests the world our maws mutter, shudder & pout at. A single
inflection’s fall separates a seeker from a sunset. Stressed or blessed, elocution
admits our own tongue tips to be shiva lingam, strike-stroking fissures within our
yoni cave mouths where scores of unborn life forms break out in whispers, “Create
me, baby, shout.”
Om purnama dahapurnam idam, purnat purnam udachatay, purnasya
purnama dyam, purnat eva vasishatay: This is full & that is full & every
emanation full for what is produced of the full is by itself full. In Devanagari birds
fly by wildly, but fields only open with the wail of a word or the wink of an I.
If the veil of Maya conceals to us our own divine nature, then the
other must be who we seek to discover, honor, reveal & become. Guttural,
palatal, domal, dental, labial: the sutras of Sanskrit elucidate the exact parts
lips & tongue play in the art of love---& so exactly the whole of love---
yearning to sing & get sung over & over & over again.
—Kirpal Gordon
On Reverdy Road
They like poetry that isn’t.
Not the kind that wakes into you
the way eyes gleam candid
in shadow, untrimmed wicks,
or that you grab from casual breezes
barehanded at dawn. When
don’t the words in a poem
count? When they fall into a pit
and Dear Reader goes tumbling after.
—Barry Schwabsky
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from the sequence For Despair, published as a chapbook by Seeing Eye Books, Los Angeles, 2005.
Diary of a Poem
Prose refuted:
struck, the blank hour stays
struck—an indoor resolution
and most merciless of all
the colors we tweaked together
prose refuted:
rumor slides across rumor
each remembers to search my morning suspect
she loves the sound of breaking chains.
*
Prose refuted:
struck, the hour stays
struck—an indoor resolution
and most merciless of all
your face made me noisy
the essay melted
in the blood mine
as if we had any choice
prose refuted:
that rumor enjambed on
a plaque in the red-brick museum of loneliness
you need so much research to make it beautiful
but please don't make me say it.
*
Prose refuted:
next best thing to wordless
the violet day hammers along
and most merciless of all
impossible to have been present without
taking part
in those colors
prose refuted:
God sleeps in his Word
get flung out of pretty
you need so much research to make it beautiful
but please don’t make me say it.
*
Prose refuted:
struck, the next best thing to wordless
the essay melted
and makes you want to crash
what sky-blue distance wrote
prose refuted:
so if I had a diary
even critics pass away
they want to search my morning suspect
she loves the sound of breaking chains.
*
Prose refuted:
the essay melted
a space to peer into and lean
out of
thrones, dominions
in the casual sense
prose refuted:
God sleeps in his grassy Word
whose angel folds me carefully
the colors we tweaked together
his outtakes and bloopers.
*
Prose refuted:
rumor slides across rumor
I sank into it but forgot to drown
this canary borne repeating
on fast clouds
toward prose refuted:
go forth little saffron bird
toward inquorate nights of poetry
your rumor
more than gone.
*
Prose refuted:
in this bronze museum
Rembrandt, lift me up to golden failure
let grief pacification false memory
drift outside the book
prose refuted:
don’t kiss
all she wants is
your every forgiveness
let’s get out our pretty rumors
in the sunlight
more than gone
lipidic colors
prose refuted.
—Barry Schwabsky
____
published last year in the book Storia di un quadro/History of a Painting,
by Maria Morganti, Mantua, Edizioni Corraini
These apartments are all beautifully maintained.
One of them is in my husband’s name.
I saunter away along the top floor
& see the old woman
with grease baked onto her gas cooker.
I did know other people would be living here:
it stands to reason.
she gazes out at the brick wall, stubbornly.
There is a much better view from the other side
of the building.
I don’t remember these stairs. Pitched steeply,
winding back on themselves, leading nowhere
purposefully. Likely back stairs for servants
But there are no servants. Any more.
takes a shower in his jerry-built bathroom.
His haunches twitch. He soaps between his legs.
leave their door open? I don’t want to have to see into their rooms.
At last! The main staircase with that insolent, laconic curve.
& this friend of a friend
strides past me, three treads at a time – before I can find
breath to speak. Or lift a hand. He has come to live here:
found this house. He doesn’t seem to know I live here too.
We all live here. Well well. We’ll meet in the rose garden
adjacent to the fountain. Or he will reach for the knocker
to let it fall & boom inside the entrance hall as I approach
the porte-cochère.
He’ll turn and say – It’s you!
This is the staircase I have been looking for.
A cunning flight of stairs behind a secret door.
& here is my room after all. Four walls. But -
When I wake up I still believe in this house
my room: I plan to furnish it. & what to write.
—Jennifer Compton
____
from Parker & Quink (Ginninderra Press, 2004)
The Pursuit of Poetry
Once you have become a drug addict
you will never want to be anything else
Dransfield
It's late afternoon. It's always late afternoon.
Take what you will want. Walk out the door.
Walk towards the setting sun. Of course it means
turning away from the people you are leaving
with cold eyes, unamenable cold eyes.
Never say goodbye.
Now you have walked out of the house where everything
means too much. Now you are walking up the street until
you don't know where you are. Abandon what you thought
you wanted to take. You are becoming unclean forgetting
the passwords walking like dancing talking without meaning
back under the moon you never thought you'd see again speaking
in a voice you haven't heard in a long while
guessing lamp post guessing moon something
jerks twitches flutters something falls down -
there is the next front door right there.
It's very important to walk towards the setting sun.
And to never tell where you have been. What you have done.
—Jennifer Compton
____
from Blue published by Ginninderra Press (2000)
Don’t moan like second stage labour
in the back row. It doesn’t help
anyone. Soften your eyes, like a horse,
so you can see everything at once
like they do. Understand the source
from which all this verse springs.
Intuit it. As if you lived in a village.
One day they’ll die. In the meantime
they have a voice.
Their courage
as their arms swing and eyes roll
is their poem.
And the moment when they stall and
understand that on the richter scale
they are registering less than ten
is more moving than Fern Hill.
—Jennifer Compton
____
from Parker & Quink, (Ginninderra Press, 2004)
The trees, that do not belong to me, on the hill,
that does not belong to me. This is my premise.
The people in a house that grew like a mushroom.
But with shattering noise! Oh yes! Look across
at us as if we have always existed - just like this.
But indeed we have not. And will not. No.
When I call on my airy familiars, they come to me, more
insubstantial than they used to be, but still. They come.
With – lightsome tread. Through landscape. Sometimes
in the guise of an animal or bird. Sometimes … sometimes …
… exactly what is about this city that I cannot
quite – quite – quite – dislike?
They are looking at me! The people! As they pass!
I can’t grasp, even with exhaustive intuition, Asian
postures, ways of being. I can read the Australians,
some with an Asian cast of feature. Some not.
A grandmother – I can tell that much – a grandmother
trots past flat-footed, the baby jogging on her back
stealing the look of me. All saved to file, on her hard drive.
The woman in the beer garden in the black hat … scribbling …
… scribbling. As she steals me, so I steal her.
The man (with his bitter mouth) has gone. Up!
And left! Taken his chance, picked his time.
So I would not notice him going. Although
I notice him gone. He is gone out as far as I
can imagine to the place where he lives his life.
The place that intersects with this. I am bold today.
I am imagining lives. Lives! Three whiskeys down!
Writing a poem – as if it is allowed! – thrumming with
the courage to impose – and claim – what is always mine!
—Jennifer Compton
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from Parker & Quink, (Ginninderra Press, 2004)
It’s the end of a cycle.
The pause before.
I’ve been here before but never known it.
Before, they told us to be beautiful about it.
Now, they tell us to be quiet about it.
Other people’s poetry is all the poetry there is.
I dance driving.
I am a member of cabs.
—Ann Bogle
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This poem appeared in International Library of Poets’ Best Poems and Poets of 2005